long time no see, big rant ahead

I'm back, after a long ass motorbike ride, and alot of pain, suffering and all the usual. In other news, My back is getting to the point I almost WANT to be paralyzed, so I don't have to feel it anymore. I can't use my right arm at all without getting stabs of pain so severe I can't breathe for a few seconds. :( Turns out I also need to get glasses, so hurray for everything happening at once. I got MRI's done last week, but not a thing was found. I don't understand how that works, but I'm having them forward the images to the surgeon that performed the fusion. Hopefully he finds something, or that I can get on some REAL pain pills. Because work, is a joke. I also need to find out how to do disability stuff. My youtube channel has traffic, so thats sweet. (sponge920)  It is also quite aggravating that I can't type very good, or use my mouse accurately, as my fingers are starting to become permanently numb.